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9 months ago

Our next song is… “I am so sad, so very very sad”

Good God damn am I lonely. Lonelier than I have ever felt. Soul-crushing, sobbing in bed until I have made myself ill loneliness. And I don’t really have anyone I want to admit this to.
Sure, I have friends I can talk to about it. But my usual go-to’s have their own issues and don’t need to be burdened by mine. Or they have moved away, and so the coffee and chick flick remedy is off the table. They have their own lives. Which, I celebrate and cannot fault them. However, it makes it that much more clear that I have no one. No souls confidant. It took two dear friends leaving for me to see that.
I miss you more than I can confidently put into words. More than I can actually verbalize, for fear of causing you unnecessary and undeserved guilt.
For the first time in my life, I want someone for me. Someone to hold me and comfort me through these times. Someone I don’t have to share. Someone who will help me to see that although my friends have their own lives, at the end of the day I’m not left completely alone.
It’s that feeling that makes me shut them out more.
Once more, I find myself fleeing to bed with a hurt heart and pounding head. How much of this can I attribute to my broken heart? Was my heart really ever unbroken?
Melodrama runs in my blood, you see.
But I can’t think of a time I have loved in a way I see others love. Am I meant to? Do I know how to love? Will anyone ever love me?
Lately, it’s hard to believe that will ever happen for me. And I don’t even know how to talk to anyone about it. I know wallowing isn’t the answer, but I feel like I’ve played all my cards and am waiting to be handed a card, tossing me from the game.

1 year ago

Going to celebrate the birth of people I barely know. Because, after all, we share similar DNA.

1 year ago

Doing laundry. Not because I have no clean clothes, but instead because I should.

Gold star.

1 year ago | 11,229 notes
emrysandpendragon:

mswyrr:

actionactioncut:

supersoygrrrl:

dmsd:

I’m sorry, but if someone said this about a woman, it would not be funny. I hate the idea that it’s okay for women to be sexist toward men because sexism towards females is more prominent. This is why I don’t consider myself a feminist, but rather an equalist. 

…”someone” says this about women all the time. Someone by the name of EVERYONE.


#Men Can’t Even Understand Jokes

#the leading cause of misandry is men

aRE we going to ignore‘This is why I don’t consider myself a feminist, but rather an equalist.’

emrysandpendragon:

mswyrr:

actionactioncut:

supersoygrrrl:

dmsd:

I’m sorry, but if someone said this about a woman, it would not be funny. I hate the idea that it’s okay for women to be sexist toward men because sexism towards females is more prominent. This is why I don’t consider myself a feminist, but rather an equalist. 

…”someone” says this about women all the time. Someone by the name of EVERYONE.

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#Men Can’t Even Understand Jokes

aRE we going to ignore
‘This is why I don’t consider myself a feminist, but rather an equalist.’

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(Source: hissingbooth)

Via The World is Dull
1 year ago

Current status: tired, giving no fucks, grumpy.

I am not someone you want to be around.

1 year ago | 410,909 notes

hell-is-my-paradise:

yourealoserlol:

skittlejoy:

its like boys are the oscars and im leonardo dicaprio

yeah, you deserve them.

that’s the most inspiring thing i have ever seen

Via The World is Dull
1 year ago

My friend dreams about sexy experiences with soap stars.

I dream about attending a work function followed by making an amateur adventure/action flick in snowy woods. Wherein, I am almost killed by a freaking Sasquatch, which shows up and wreaks havoc. We kept it in the film. And when it came back to finish the job, a dog, my sisters boyfriend and I killed him. I shot him and watched his eyes grow cold.

So, less sexy funtimes and more death. Yep.

1 year ago

How my sister and I deal with pre-cancer cells scares: Grease 2 references.

1 year ago

Sign of a true friend

"I will even hold your hand and stand above your head so I don’t see your vajaydge."